So a little backstory from me, Im 19 and have been doing pickup for about 3 years altogether and have had a lot of success with women, but when I turned 18 I started using cocaine and became addicted to it. The coke undoubtedly made my game 10x better, but I started enjoying it a bit too much, using it on every time I went to the club, pub, or party. I would typically use it 2-3x every week.

This leads me to now I’m in university and I am currently 20 days sober from drugs and alcohol. I personally want to stay away from alcohol too because it triggers me to buy cocaine.(and because it’s not that good for pickup)

I now have a party on sat that I really want to go to but I’m really worried Either my game is going to be terribly shite or that il relapse - keep in mind it’s a flat party in a university.

Is there any way I can still party and not look like a weirdo for not getting absolutely wankered like the other 99% that are going to attend? It’s really making me reconsider going because of the social pressure and psychological pressure to start using it at the party to be better with girls and have more fun