Please help me. I masturbate every single day. I send my dick pics, body pics to my random Snapchat girl cult that sometimes snaps back some nudes. I don't try to pick up in real life for whole life. I can't get nudes anymore altought my body gets better but girls doesn't want me anymore. I'm empty. Gym work and self improvement which is simple haircut, tan or whatever, but I don't have money to fix my teeth. They aren't straight(few of them) and I can't smile (not white). On my face I have shitty look, never smiling, pokerface or a :( like im not happy with anything. Acrualy I am not, I am introvert, different country away from home cause maffia searching for me. No this is not a troll post. I read a lot in asktrp, theredpill. I cant pick up because I can't get my teeth white. Fucking insane innit?? So I masturbate every day. Long dick, i am tall, decent face. And it's funny when short guys think I'm great. I been in this path for long. Very long. 22 now came. I just wish I could not care about girls. To just have some motivation to save money or make more money. Get a fucking car license. I'm not even that incel, i smashed girl from bumble 6/10, smashed girl from tinder in 2weeks but then I went backward and stopped. Other lays are prostitutes, which was my training since I never had too many male friends or father. Now I'm alone in country away from home just me. I got nothing to lose yes, but it's not something I can do. I stopped overthinking, got more improved in being a leader and some people think I'm great leader, masculine. But what the fuck. I am not great, I am my enemy