So, this is problematic and I need advice.

Until recently I've been heavily-est bluepilled almost cliche incel.My parents divorced early in my life and I grew up without a male role model but a strong and confident, yet overprotective mother. You get, where I come from.

Now, some years ago my mother got sick and needs some care around the house. I study at university and ride by train 2 hours a day to make that possible. She supports me financially wherever possible and somehow we make due.But being beta even towards myself I flunked some classes so it takes longer than usual (but it's close to finished now).

No girlfriend, ever. Virgin until I paid a protitute beginning december.

Now to my recent developement:Since last christmas, I lost 100lbs (50% of my goal), worked out a lot, invested a lot of time in developing skills aside from my college subject around nutrition to support my weight loss and about a month ago I discovered the red pill.

Currently, I feel the best I have felt in ten years.I am the lightest I've been in that time, the fittest, and during my last month I managed to talk to strangers apart from the bare necessities to get around.I got a side job at a small company to earn a bit on my own (been always doing that but it was more of an allowance rather than actual money).

However, today my mother came to me with the following accusations:Lately, I grow cold, distant, desinteressted. A lot like my father.

She says that I do nothing in the house, have to be told to do her hobbies and how dare I not enjoy doing that for her.
Of course I do things around the house, cooking, shopping, laundry (we have someone that comes once a week for cleaning).

<<<To my mother my father is the worst human being possible. He did neglect me during my childhood years and to this day I experience troubles due to that. Now, my father does have some psychological problems, however I start to think that maybe it's not as black/white as my mother makes it out to be...

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She even fell down two nights ago and said she "didn't want to wake me because I wouldn't care anyway."She broke a finger that night.

We had fights recently where I clearly saw some trp principles at work and it greatly helped me not to loose. I did not win as I simply did not argue because it was childish.But, obviously, due to our living situation, I have to find a way to make it work.

How can I?

Financially, I am not independent enough to move out. I also love my mother and I don't want to let her down, and I don't mean that in a beta sense (I do see the beta provider similarities). She needs help with her health and all.