Little hard to give background, but mid 20s, good looking, fit, lives at home still, wants to be independant (with all that it comes with) - but i am holding myself back and my job is an indicator of my problem. It's a commission client building job - so you need mad confidence. I guess I have this "I don't deserve this attitude" or something. It's fucked, and I am confused why I am not more ambitious and hungry. Maybe fearful talking to people about being a client? I feel like a pussy.