after RP and learning about female nature ive looked back on so much shit my dad has done and everything just makes perfect sense now. hes been intimate with about 3 women in his adult life and every single one of them has said the exact same phrase "im taking a break" before leaving him.

holy fuck.

do women all share this secret code language? like seriously. do they? hes gotten the "i need a break" from all of them and we all know what it means. "im going to go out and see if i can (i probably will) find a better option. but incase i dont, you will be here awaiting my return because im better than you. fuck you" is basically what it means.

when my ex christian pastor mother left my dad for some abusive alcoholic chump (gave her the feelsies) at her new job when we moved states, my dad begged, like a dog, for her to stay. she was lying in their bed, and he knelt down to her, crying, and begged for her not to leave him. he knew she was cheating on him at the time, while he was completely faithful to her in a near sexless marriage. i bring this up because this is textbook "beta". they were married 17 years and honestly, i cant imagine having done anything different if i were him. how the fuck are you supposed to behave when youve been married for 17 years with kids. and she left him, left all of us behind because some sick (hes very abusive to her) fuck gave her excitement at her work. i hated her for 2 years but then she manipulated me into buying into her shit like "he treated me like shit". im dissapointed in myself lol. now im 19 and finally went back to realizing how fucking stupid she is. RP woke me up to literally everything, not just getting laid or whatever.

how the fuck do i move on from this? how do i not be bitter towards women? seriously. knowing that even if you do everything "right" for a woman, be the "good guy", pay for everything, get absolutely nothing in return other than the kids i guess, and she still has the potential to just remorselessly leave your ass because "im not happy". to just abandon an entire family for feelsies. A GOD DAMN FUCKING CHRISTIAN PASTOR.

anyone not in the manosphere would immediately respond with something along the lines of "not all women are like that! youre just using comfirmation bias! not all women are shitty people!" and honestly i dont buy it.

my friend told me sometimes he wonders if he was short would his girlfriend still want to be with him (hes 6'2-6'3). answer is a definite no, but i didnt have the heart to tell him exactly that.

ive been in the anger phase for like 5 months now. people who hate RP always say RP is just trying to teach guys to be misogynysts. but honestly... is it even possible to not be a misogynist when you understand female nature? a lot of you say women hate RP because it doesnt pedastalize women but i think its because they know its true and makes them look bad. the mere fact people call the red pill misogyny tells you pretty much everything you need to know. they call the truth misogyny. they admit it themselves, understanding women = hating them.

yes this was a rant but theres lots of questions. thanks for reading i know its kinda long.