I heard there are 5 stages of unplugging. Denial. Anger. Bargaining. Depression. Acceptance.

I cant get out of the depression stage. It's even hard for me to put my thoughts here. Short rant

Basically I don't know what I want. I no longer enjoy my business, which I have been working on for the last 6 years, cuz after trp I lost my passion towards it and want to do better. I don't have a single redpilled friend. I no longer enjoy things just because, but I rather see them through increasing or decreasing SMV. I ask myself what's the point of all of this, getting my shit together, working towards goal/mission, earning more money, once you get there what's next. Women are easy, stupid and shallow, back when I was nice and good guy how everyone told me to be, I had 0 success. Now I don't give a shit and girls all over want to be my girlfriend. I denied sex to 2 girls in last 2 days, thought of doing it would be crazy back in my bluepill days. No one to talk to about it, family pushing me for marriage all time, friends, although cool guys, wont understand 3/4 shit going on through my head.

I've been taught all my life about God, be good, find a wife, be nice to woman and it will pay off. It was actually an easy path and I felt happy to follow through it. But deep inside I knew something is wrong, realized it's not working, so I found redpill. Now I think: you can do everything, whatever you want. In the beginning I was happy with my new knowledge and options, but now I'm stuck, it's been couple months. I need some mission, bigger goal, cant find it. Sometimes I wish there was a war or sth, guys during that period had it easy, one mission for all, they bonded together, friendships, great time until you die. Now it's fucking never ending self-improvement chore. Help me how to get my shit together again, I'm 24