I’ve relapse into deep BB ways, I’ve noticed after literally not even enjoying sex because porn was better.

I have oneitis for an ex that is trying to keep me as an orbiter, all while being in a relationship

I’m somewhat addicted to porn.

I’ve lost most care for my responsibilities

I’ve been much more insecure

I have no frame

My goals are outline but I procrastinate with social media (I spam scroll though knowing no one gives a shit about my life)

All I talk about with my online friends is dumb shit about Redpill and MaRcUs AuReLiUs. Trying to sound like I’m stoic and shit. I’m clearly not.

I’m not consistent with lifting anymore. Complacency with my body, I’m in shape but not exactly where I want to be

I eat poorly, out of laziness and procrastination as stated above. Literally just ate a Big Mac. Basically cognitive dissonance

Financial responsibility is and has been shot. Made no moves to recover.

I started this RPill journey a few years back, been off and on. Got strict with it last year, made some progress. Then slipped into a hole.

I’m not sure if I’m just making this post as a pity party or I need someone to straight up tell me, hey side bar get to it.

What would be a good pace to start, more so what’s the most important to fix out of these and work from there?