I want to be the best as i can at taking school and studying seriously, and i do everything opposite. It's not about being interested in subjects, i'm not interesting in anything for years, i basically just roam in the clouds like an eternal boy

I'm not consistent, i'm not crushing my ass off and how can i expect to pass anything with such a mindset

Difficulties in concentration(im failing to meditate daily), no focus, no drive, no discipline, no motivation

Im immature for my age(24) even tho i started school again in october with kids to 5 years younger then me who are better at it