I'm 17. In the last 6 months I have been experiencing a strange thing in my life and need some red pill insight? I have had something growing in me causing inconsistent social skills and frame. It's like sometimes I don't feel like talking with people and lose a little confidence but not much and it's not anxiety or nervousness. Eventually my foot will catch and I'll be right back to teasing and owning frames. I want to call it psychosis but I'm not sure that's the right term. I have a family history of schizophrenia a couple of generations ago but I've done research and am almost positive it's not that at all. I'm not depressed either.
Do I need to go to a physiatrist or something? I'm still holding high smv but this has hindered improvement. Minor bpd? I've also been using cbd oil to treat this and it's helped but I've had trouble with consistent dosing. What are the red pills thoughts?