hi ive been looking at red pill and lil mgtow for about 5 months now everything that ive read i have seen to be fully true in the world around me. Mind you, i have never had a gf (realize why through red pill, god i was as blue as the fucking sky!) an even me not having a gf ever; i would be ask for advice from people i know all the time and it works lol. Now you may be asking... so you know y don't u goo out there and own woman ... and i do see many girls i would goo for but with all the knowledge i know and the shit i have to go through just some pussy i get demotivated like 100 to 0 in a minute ( mind you i lift.. fucking loving that shit ) when i do that red pill stare to some bitches then they start smiling and shit and then approach me and that first shit test comes out ( dont let me smile (i got 2 gold teeth..medical reason ) simple shit turn into a algerba expression ) i knowingly turn blue pill (saying in my mind GTFA ) but u no i got a dick.. jackin off is getting pretty sad and my curiosity is peaking.. like i just started college i wonder how my teachers be in bed day dreaming When i need to be focusing on class lol. Anyway if i and find a idk nice gf ( yea i dont even believe that shit my self ) will my focus come back or will that cause me to pedestal bitches again ... o did i say am a virgin lol but seriously i dont want to waste my time if i dont have to i just wan focus on me bettering myself and my future ..ps i dont live in america where u can find a bitch just like that.. who looks good .. i live where we got alot of i would say feminist at day slut at nite or if u catch them a mile away off guard 0.0....... i work to !!