I am slowly recovering nice guy. Used to be virgin (I'm 23).

There was this girl I made out when I was 16, our parents are college friends, so we saw each other a lot when we were kids. Then afterwards nothing happened because we were kids and lived more than hour drive apart (also me being who I was/am).

One day recently I changed my facebook picture (rare occurence) and she starts to message me "why I haven't visited her" and stuff. She asks me to meet at some public event TWICE, I reject both (bad times to make anything happen). So I take the hint, ask her out for a "walk" at 11pm (rural area), and after a few make outs fuck her in my car (shameless humble brag). So I lose my V to her.

After she starts texting me desperate/clingy stuff of her being unsure if I like her and that she's crazy about me, and worries how we are going to meet up. I mostly tell her to chill. It has been 2-3 weeks and she already asked what my plans with her are.

The problem is that I was/am really anxious when fucking, to the point my dick can randomly go limp when something worries me. So far I fucked her 3 times, each time I was better than last, but still not as relaxed as I want to be.

Should I keep fucking her for personal gain (skill/being relaxed), or stay the fk away and keep celebating? She is a 7.