Just wanted to apologize for what I did by leaving instead of talking/resolving the issues. Being a bitch about all of it I should of never treated you in that fashion it was wrong, childish and just straight disrespectful. I could sit her and say what my excuses are or some bullshit reason for my actions. I’m not I was wrong for what I did. The horrible part is I didn’t realize how much I loved you until months later. Not having you there to laugh at something dumb or just talk. I just wanted you to know I never cheated on you. Also I didn’t keep our son to for any malicious reasons at all. I could not get the abortion after I knew how far along I was and seeing the little peanut on that ultrasound machine. I just agreed with you because that’s what you wanted. I just wish I would of done everything so differently. Now I have to live with my decisions/reactions. I’m sorry for not thinking before I react or speak even before I think one of my many flaws. I’m sorry and will always love you!!