However much I progress in gaming girls and socialization in general, as soon as I get myself back to work (Comp Sci major so most my work is logic-based), I get verbal mind blocks when I start socializing again. My frame is still strong, I can react to situations vigilantly but my verbal game sucks so bad. This also happens when I don't socialize for a day or more for any reason. My words are more calculated, I dry out in topics fast, and I have to rebuild my blurt-out-whatever's-in-your-mind state.

Soon as I get the ball rolling for a couple of hours, I'm back to gaming as if it's second nature. My flirtations are witty and my verbal game is always on point without having to think about it much. I'd say it's anxiety over seeking acceptance from hot girls, but this happens with any other human in general. Does it get better or is it my nature/conditioning/upbringing that my default will always be a calculated introvert?