I am a 17 years old male. I have been cruising around pickup for quite a while, but so far it was just "I know the secrets. I am the ALPHA MALE!" kind of thing. I could feel the alpha-maleness pulsing through my body as I was staring at my phone while taking a shit, which is not really the kind of thing I wanted, but it was within my comfort zone. Now that I've found this sub, I've finally decided to take action. I want to change. I want to finally be the man that I always craved to be, but I am quite overhelmed and unsure about what to do. I have basically zero experience with women (That's a lie. I once held hands with my 'gf' five years ago. I actually never had any problems with girls in my relative youth, I was just unaware and never made a move.) and with life in general, since my kind, benevolent mother always took care of all the important and serious matters. I am going back to school in three weeks. Finally something productive after three years of slacking, so that's nice. Other than that, what should I do? Where should I start?

I hope I didn't commit any serious grammatical butchery. Be harsh and rough, I need to grow a pair.

Tl;dr Loser wants to start living the RP life, has to start from scratch. What do?