I'm running into a bit of a problem. I've pretty much absorbed and applied TRP throughout most of my life and things have been going great. I've been lifting like crazy and most girls at the bars and clubs constantly give me obvious IOIs.

I've fucked plenty of girls in less than a year and my previous LTR of 3 years has been over for over a year. The problem is, I'm getting bored. This whole plate thing was great for awhile, but I feel like random pussy only goes so far. I have learned that I would rather be the dude that gets a ton of sex in the context of a relationship with one chick rather than fucking a bunch of randoms or plates that are essentially just pieces of meat to me.

I was over my Ex there for awhile, but now I'm starting to feel regret. I haven't talked to her in months and I don't think it is necessarily her that I miss, but more the idea of her.

She was a virgin when we met and she has most likely still only slept with me. The relationship was rocky from time to time but mostly now I see it was because of my beta ideas about relationships. Still, I was more alpha and received sex more than most other guys. Then, we broke up mostly because of her insane and controlling parents rather than anything actually between us.

I guess that is all background just to say I would actually like an LTR but TRP has shot my standards up so high about women that there are basically no worthy women left. An attractive virgin that is up to my standards seems so impossible to find that searching seems like almost a pointless endeavor.

I'm not sure what to do guys. I would love to get back with my Ex in the future, but by the time I message her and even plan to see her again, which might not be for another year or two, I doubt she will be as innocent and desirable as she was when we were together.

I just feel like the only thing out there is sluts, and there are LITERALLY NO WOMEN viable for any kind of commitment. Sure, I'll keep going around improving, making money, and getting tons of pussy, but at the end of the day I do wish this wasn't the case in the world today.

/rant