Hi guys,

I met a girl.... Look I'm not new to this trp crap, it's been a solid year and I've met a good few girls and have done okay for myself.

There's this one girl I met. She's kind of perfect. I know I know .... I've said that before but... This girl is really something and it's really bothering me.

I know I've said it before, 'this one is perfdct' 'that one' but... This girl really is perfect in so many ways...at least for me. Let me show you how.

  1. She's smart. She did a Arts degree in Ancient Civilisation (which means she's not a conformer like me, I did a degree in media studies and journalism). And now she's doing a degree in IT. So fucking smart

  2. She ... Looks like a Kmart model. I mean literally, not this supermodel look, with bulging eyes or bulging lips to make her look like a Victoria Secret model....she just looks like that perfect classic look of a brunette. She looks almost perfect... Its plain. It so weird...

  3. She has eclectic tastes. She plays videogames, she reads classic literature and she loves Stanley Kubrick movies. Loves hipster music like Frank Ocean and Blood Orange. She's like me in this respect. She's also a white girl from a conservative town who listens to 90s Hip hop...holy crap.

  4. Dresses super conservatively.

  5. Super kind.

When we talked for the second time (I literally just randomly started chatting to her without any intention itt was for two hours. The tension was there and I wasn't blind to it.

The problem is. She has a boyfriend. (She's 24 and has been in a three year relationship which to me is a plus...) And despite the tension (I'm not an idiot it was fucking there, flicking her hair, telling me she's blushing) she never made an overt move (which I respected and made her even more attractive to me).

What the fuck do I do???? I have been obsessing over her for a month.

Edit: I know I know. But....how do I get over the fact that I may be making a colossal mistake if I just let her go? How do I get over this fact when I've met someone who is in every single way... So perfectly eccletic like me?

Girls I chat to so far seem so uninteresting to me....I don't know what else to say. Its like I'm just not taking the bull by the horn if I don't go for it.