Been having sex without a condom. Shes the only girl I’m fucking at the moment.

We’ve had sex without a condom since we started however before we had sex I had the talk with her about what her stances if she did get her pregnant because shit happens. She assured me she doesn’t want kids, and is on birth control, blah blah blah. That’s all talk.

I’m just now realizing that I have too much going for myself to throw it away over unprotected sex, it’s not worth it.

How do I go about this? It’s giving me a hang-up the last two times I’ve seen her. I just can’t quite get into sex as much as I would if I had evidence of her on birth control. How have you gone about this? Would not want to hard next because she’s a decent person that I enjoy spending some leisure time with.