I wasted the first 3 years of high school to video games and smoking ganja. Girls would offer themselves to me and I'd be invited to parties but I couldn't lay off the weed and Minecraft. It got to the point where I bailed on my Varsity soccer team senior year, and that was a wake up call for me.

After a few months of breaking off the addictions came depression and very low self-confidence. I knew something had to change so I decided that I would get some pussy and take a hot bitch to prom. A few months left until graduation and I somehow bagged a cheerleader with the intention of her only being my fuck buddy. With no experience in dating, I was caught by surprise.

This girl used to be in a long term with my old soccer teammate on and off throughout high school which ended summer of senior year, where he fucked her like 4-5 times a week for summer only then broke it off because he 'stopped loving her. Major alpha. She told me all of this and that the relationship was emotionally connected through sex.

She promised herself to never fall for someone again, and that's where I come in play! Guys when I tell you she fell for me she LITERALLY fell for me. She's attached to the point of no return and truly loves me for who I am. She can be herself around me and says I'm extremely easy to talk to. She really cares for me, and even though we're extremely busy with work and school (kinda), and finding times where we have no responsibilities or clear houses...we've only fucked 5 times in the past 40 days-ish.

I honestly just wanted some pussy not for this hot chick to fall for me. Now I'm not being an Alpha or a Beta, just a chill dude. I'm pretty easy going and can hold conversation but don't speak as much. I don't offer to do shit for her or take control. I'm honestly just pushing through all this bullshit while not trying to seem thirsty and just fuck her.

She's leaving to a different country in a few weeks so I will probably never see her again. So I guess I'll just tell her some really sentimental shit in person so that I can fuck her on a more consistent basis.

"I feel a connection towards you and want to make the most of the time we have left together."

So, the question is what should I take from this relationship? Any tips? Oh and maybe a little add on or revision to my attempt of emotional manipulation.