Not the best title, but I guess it mirrors how lacking this wall of text would be to what I mean to say, but I could say it's close enough in contextualizing my questions for artists/creators in general that lurk around in TRP.

Context:

Before (and during the earlier period of time) of me internalizing the tenets of TRP, my main "creative well"— for a lack of a better term— was rooted in my interactions with women. Not in a sense of "helpless love", but those that came from a point in time where I could pull, but also get pulled in myself (in terms of emotional attachment). That chaotic well of emotions drove my earlier songwriting process.

For the past year, however, I've been stuck in a major rut where I am unable to draw inspiration from the well I once had, due to me slowly having the veil listed from my eyes. I still slip up back into blue habits once in a while; but I can confidently say I handle the results of aforementioned slip ups, and interpersonal interactions in general, with the fairer sex much better than I did whem I started. But in the act of seeing through the games women play, I have lost touch with the creative well I once held close: I can't seem to write a song about a certain scenario involving a plate without immediately abandoning the concept and proceeding to focus on the irl proceedings of the subject girl/s instead. The "flow" of it all is gone, and I've come to consider whether if TRP is a part of the block, after previously mulling over other possible factors (which are not as closely intertwined to my creative source as this)

TL;DR - was able to write songs from a blue/"purple" pill self, creativity dried up alongside continuously developing experience in TRP and women, now I can't write anything original. I've become jaded to my own source of inspiration

To those in here that also tackle creative endeavors, I'd love to know if this has been a problem before. And if it has, how did you get over it?