So I posted in asktrp a while ago when I was going through my last breakup. Had Onitis bad. Felt like my world was over when she said she didn't want me to talk/message her anymore.

Fast forward a few months later, been reading TRP on the regular. I had always been lifting but added some gear (started my first cycle) to shred. Down to about 8% body fat. Abs definitely pop out but have retained a lot of my muscle mass. I'm not tall (5'9) but because of the way I'm built I look taller. Dress well, groom well, been complimented on my look quite a bit. I'm also Indian (putting this here because of some past posts I've read about possible discrimination against Indian guys).

How I got over the Onitis:

A few days after I setup both Bumble and Tinder accounts. Put up some recent pics showing that I was fit and dressed well. Went with the nice guy angle as well. Got quite a few matches on Bumble and a couple on Tinder.

In the last month I've had sex with 8 girls. 6 of them are now on rotation. I see potential with 2 of them but my new redpill self isn't afraid to not commit or just plain let go. I took the 'maintaining frame' portion of advice here to heart and now I don't show any jealousy at all whereas my ex, who was a HB 9 , would get me riled up when she mentioned all the guys checking her out or when she talked to several guys who had blantantly hit on her in the past and then wondered why I had a problem with it.

With an abundance mentality and the idea that no girl would permanently be mine, jealousy is out the window. I took one girl to a lifestyle club as well and fucked her infront of 30 couples watching. Swapped with her and another couple. First experience for me!

I've had sex pretty much once a day for the last 30 days with any of these 8 women. This past Thursday the heavens aligned and I had sex with 3 of them the same day. There are another 4 potentials I'm talking to as well. Note the average girl in this group is a min HB7.5. All fit and all great in bed.

I'm trying to not give in to my past self and be too empathetic with any of these girls. For instance 2 of them have had abusive pasts. Past me would've cared too much and either LTRed em or been too caring and done too much out of my way. Now mostly of these chicks are paying when we go out or atleast half the time.

Also got a new job that pays over 6 figures. Quit my old job that was driving me batshit and with my new attitude I was ultra confident in the interviews.

I haven't stopped fapping but it's usually quick and in the morning. Lift 6 days a week. Going for the sleek aesthetic look and the women have been way more receptive than the bulky lifter look I had prior to gear.

I just want to thank this board for changing my life around. I was a super feminist who always thought women were this sweet breed that needed an uber gentleman. I've found an inner slut in the sweetest girls you'll ever know. Has anal with 2 of them last week and they loved it. Dirtier the better. I still treat them well and am polite and available. Reduced texting quite a bit as well. If I do I'm never instantly available and keep it to a min until we meet.

Still feel like lots needs to still evolve but I'm def headed in the right mind set!