I can’t tell my whole life story, but I was basically the victim of my fathers physical and emotional abuse, and that made me grow into a soyboy afraid to stand up for himself. Since I’ve taken the pill I’ve started mma, lifting and gaming girls. I’ve finally got myself off of my ssri but having discovered so many fucked up family secrets I’m bordering heavy depression and anger again. My mother tells me to go back on my meds and her telling me that triggers me so much because they fucked me up so bad. What do I say as a response without her getting my dad to beat me?