Eric Bugenhagen. I am hetero but If I would be the woman... I would go for Bugz. He’s WWE superstar, has lifting youtube channel and play on fucking guitar like a rockstar.

I would like to be more like him because I was always this mysterious/dark/firm dude but it doesn’t work for me. People tell me that they think I want to kill them because I am too serious.

Bugez has infinite energy, dude literally acts like he’s on crack all the time. He’s one of the most charismatic people I’ve ever seen and definition of confidence and MOST IMPORTANT he doesn’t look like a try hard.

I have problem to find balance between being funny clown brainless steroid and rude socially anxious idiot. Eric is funny AND masculine AND makes you respect him at once - how to achive this?