hey guys, I am going to get to the point. I am in high school right now, last year as a junior. I had slept with a couple of girls and during the summer i was hitting it off with this one chick i was hoping to make my plate but i think it made me a beta.

I had talked to her this summer over messages and she said she couldnt wait to hang and even the first thing we start talking about when she i am hanging with her is sex, she wanted to know many bitches i slept with, and she told me she also had sex and i for some reason felt weird. I was used to plating bitches just on the basis that i was just there to fuck them.

I began taking her on dates and such, but i wouldnt get far with sexual encounters, merely hugs. I had stopped talking to some of my other plates as well as i worked 50+ hours a week in landscaping. I think i just reavled too much about myself to her, she likely viewed me entirely different. On the basis that she though i was just there to be her friend and that i didnt want to plate her. I got off social media and just stopped talking to her after a friend of mine told me she was just using me. It was like that for a while and i feel it entirely messed me up, i mean the chick is a solid 8.5 and she is great. What can i do to make her my plate now, i havent talked to her in over a month, but i see her around and it gets awkward. I feel as if i have lost the appeal to sex i once had, or something. what should i do red pill, i know she knows that i was a fuccboi when she started talking to me, is it all gone now and does she see me as a beta? i have been placed back into a beta mindset younger me had.