Hello guys,from where do I start. So I am a 16 y/o guy that is 5,77 ft and weights 158 lbs,I started to know about this stuff about self-improvement and seduction about a month away,I started this with a huge hope on making my life better and change and get what I want that is getting 4 or 5 dates a week and a good life,but I have been getting less motivation and I really want it back and achieve what I want,I have questions too,I try to be an alpha,but sometimes I feel like an asshole that only looks for himself and gives a shit about everyone,also I have a big party this 16th June and I want to be mentally prepared to achieve success and get a plate there,so if you guys can give me advice about these questions I would appreciate that. PD:I live in a small town and due to that I cant barely practice the theory that I read here so I have to exploit the moments i can so again,I would appreciate it if you guys can give me good tips PD2:I have already read the sidebar