I'm 21yo and about to graduate in economics (I graduate within 8 months or so). Now, I know I'm young and all, but I feel old not to have a job, a decent job. I've worked before ofc, but minimum wage job. I've been looking for internships and other similar jobs related to my area, and tomorrow I got my first interview for a job as a financial advisor. The thing is, I also got a free scholarship for renewable energy engineering opportunity in another city (200km from here), which would take me 5 years to graduate - sigh... The thing is, I really want to get a job and be independent, but I'm really unsure if I'm actually capable of getting a job and being fucking independent. I think I'm just talking out of my ass here, but God damn it is it hard for me to get a job, and this scholarship just fell onto my lap. Now I'm absolutely lost about what to do, if you guys can give me some advice on how to proceed, what path to take, I'd be glad. Thanks in advance!