Can anyone actually break down what happens while smoking and going out?

I feel like the thoughts I get when I smoke are so amazing, but when I go out and I'm high I go from solid game to garbage.

I don't approach, I just chill with my friends and chop it up...

I feel like I DO want to be approaching and having great conversation and existing in the present moment with a beautiful bitch,

But I end up deviating, almost like I go too meta with it.

Like I'm just here visiting friends, if I talk to a bitch I talk to a bitch, I don't give a fuck.

But then I see my other friend gaming like his life depends on it and I don't know if it's the competition in me or what, but it drives me crazy and makes me feel like I'm being a bitch.

Same time am I just on another mother fucking level?

I spin several plates all around the world at this point.

Is this something with the weed or is this just me at another level of my game I need to just accept?

Where I only want to talk when I feel like fucking talking?

Hopefully this makes sense...

Appreciate any help with this, I'm just looking for clarity around this wonderful drug.