I have lost who I am. In high school I was pretty beta. I found TRP and nibbled at it. I got to college got a girlfriend, and that went as expected. Now I've swallowed the pill, I'm hitting the gym hard have 4 plates, lost a few gained a few. My real question is what do I do now? My passion has always been medicine, but I got arrested so med school seems kinda shot, I also can't get my ex out of my head no matter how much better I get or how many girls I fuck. Lately I'm just not feeling passionate about anything not even the science I used to cherish. I just don't know what my next step should be, I have hobbies (rock climbing, wakeboard, and bass) I'm learning spanish. I just don't know where to go from here.