I'm new to trp and I've been reading quite a bit.

So a girl I had big oneitis for and as a result she took a huge shit on me. Kept me as an orbiter and after I found trp I stopped replying.

Fast forward a few months my friend invites me for a trip to Turkey with his friend group (idk any of them) and now I hear she may be coming.

The books would say to enjoy myself and have fun and act like nothing happened but I am so furious with this girl I'm not sure I'll be able to act casual I m human I have emotions I mean I really dont know