LTR 1.5 years. Used to be madly head over heels for her. Only got into RP recently and things are good. Trouble is, she cheated on me 6 months ago at a party with her alpha friend. I was at the party and she kissed him. She was drunk and we'd been fighting. I took her back because I've cheated on her too and I felt like we could work through it but I just have this part of me now, even half a year later, that won't allow myself to fully commit to her. It's a gut feeling thing. I've read her messages and she's expressed remorse and there's been seemingly no other issues and she tells her friends everything. She's a great girl and sex is always on tap but I feel like my ego's been shot and it won't fix. Sometimes I consider ghosting her but the fact it was so long ago and the only real problem we've had I can never bring myself to pull the trigger. I don't trust her, but I also don't trust myself.