So after the death of my nativity in one relationship and a diminished innocence in another one, years of tolerating shitty working conditions and fighting all the dogmas in my head day in and day out, the only thing that is left of me is anger. A pure aggression towards not just people but, life in itself. Call it God if you will. I’m pretty religious and see everything from a heaven/hell perspective.

I no longer just do it, I squeeze the shit out of anything before either I get crushed or I kill it and move on. Life is no longer a series of events but a battlefield. For a long time I was hesitant towards fighting anything but you know what they say, life is the greatest teacher.

My question is: those who got in this stage of life, what now? Do I just carry on fighting, no chill till I die? Is this it?