Yo asktrp,

I didnt wanna shitpost the mainsub so bear w me guys:

I am currently recovering from a 2y opiates - stint & a ltr ending in total KO. That & the divorce of my parents rped me. My life kinda broke. My old me died, thats how i see it, and im building the new one on RP principles. Im on mmt at a medium dose which does make a difference but I'm keeping the dose low so my performance doesnt suffer to greatly.

*to all the asshats already typing at their second insult : it's the most effective therapy against hardcore Opiate addiction. After a certain degree of fucking up, you just dnt wanna 'return' to that shitshow. I wanna get clean; I just wanna stay clean afterwards. I got clean like 20 times. For 2 weeks at most. Cause my life was so dsyfunctional and I was suffering a lot. Please keep preaching to yourselves. Your opinion or judgement does not interest me, u prob dnt know shit bout addiction anways. And srs, its only a symptom of underlying male issues. It was Heroin for me, my brother has Junk Food. Might as well kill him as well. Thx for ur attention, hate away *

Working on Uni, Fitness, Side Hustles, Social,staying clean &slaying via tinder. I got like 1 plate and one off others once a while. Now my plate went home and w didnt see each other for some days and she's kinda withdrawn. Nothing happened that I know of.

Were at that stage where u get to know more of the other. I do like her but she's on Erasmus from Ireland( im from germany) which helps me not to lose my brain like w my ex. Its great testing and fun cuz shes like a 21 yo feminist. Just young and dumb.

Ya think maybe I stood up to too much of her dogma shit? We talk politics but I havnt been overly agressive even tho I think theyre cancer. 3d wave feminism. But she's young and dumb, like addicted beta me w 21. Overplaying her insecurity.

So what do u guys think?