So, how the hell i deal with people i work with(or the job itself...). Its a stupid job, most people are idiots, i hate it and i dont belong in a place like that. Its only i have a very low selfesteem so i do not even apply for better jobs... lol. Its like when i see "MS office skills" i think: well, i know the basic, but what if they ask me to do XYZ and i dont know how to do it; or "basic or intermediate english skill"(im not from uk/us) and i think -"well i can understand a little but talking or writing is much more difficult for me" How i deal with this?