Lately I've been trying to get myself into the mindset of trying to talk to girls instead of just waiting for one to fall into my arms. I would like to date and maybe go for a relationship but I haven't in a looong time. I started talking to a girl online and we seems to get along well and we got onto the topic of meetin up and doing something.

Normally I would jump at the chance to meet someone new but all I keep thinking in the back of my mind is that I am going on a lads holiday to Zante in the summer and don't want anything serious, it's really screwing with my head and I keep doubting myself.