When I dance at the club every friday and saturday night, i maintain an abundance mentality by dancing alone at the middle of the dance floor, ignoring the girls. They naturally come to me, as I don't give a fuck. I think they're all pieces of shit. And garbage meant for the trash can. I reason out, that there is this one girl I like in church, and I don't a damn about these club girls.

These girls became more aggressive. Touching me, dirty dancing with me, even inviting me for "special sessions." Lol! Pieces of shit.

But every sunday, I tend to avoid and ignore the girl that I like. She's sweet. Probably a good girl since she was twelve. Who knows what. For some reason, she tends to meet me when I was avoiding her. I avoid her with another abundance mentality: IF she doesn't want me, there are other choir girls, even in other churches. Lol.

I don't care about the club girls because I want my sunday girl. But every sunday, I can ignore her because I will visit the club again, that night.

And if all of these options fail, I can always reconnect with my past girlfriends. They are all waiting for me. Pieces of shit.

Circular reasoning, indeed. Good girl at church starts the chase.