Hi seddit,

I was working out in the gym today and saw this really beautiful girl, probably my ideal girl, just lonely, isolated, no one was talking to her or anything. She was just in her own little world llistening to music and working out. I wanted to talk to her but I never pulled the trigger.. I thought to myself "okay after I finish this set of squats, i'll go talk to her".. "ok maybe 1 more set".. "she seems busy right now", I made so many fucking rationalizations to not talk to her that I knew in my head i'm being a gigantic chode.

So eventually she's leaving the gym and I run after her and semi-stalk her into the public lockerroom where her locker is literally RIGHT next to mine. So I go up to my locker and fidget with my lock and she's packing her shit and I was about to talk to her and we both look each other in the eye for like 2 seconds and she walks away. I just couldn't pull the trigger and I deeply regret it. It's been screwing with me this entire day, I can't stop thinking about it, she was fucking gorgeous I might've actually gotten her number if I just opened. What's wrong with me?