February 5th, 2019, 1:20 pm

:roll: I went out to the mall on my lunch break. Wasn't feeling like gaming. Pushed myself anyway. Got it into the field and walked around. Taking it all in. Started to feel comfortable again. Something about just being out there that gets me back into the mood. Approached one girl. Forgot all about her. She basically rejected me in a nice way. Kept walking. The feeling of being rejected compounded with my feeling of not wanting to game kind of got to me. Kept pushing on. Didn't say much for awhile. Just thought about what 'I would say'... then I saw a group coming out of a store. Target was on her phone. Expressed what I felt. She said thank you. Her friend was starting at me. Complemented her on her eyes. She moved away. Target followed up by saying... well thank you... while on her phone and walking away. Reflection kind of sucks... but in hindsight, she really want might type after getting into her space. Rejection is kind of like a protection. We both aren't meant for each other. Accept rejection and keep pushing on. It's gonna happen. Not every woman is gonna want to date you or share organisms with you. Accept that. Just like you most definitely don't want to spend money on or even fuck every woman. Be ok and thankful. Thank them after they reject you. "Thank you for rejecting me...I needed that from you." I respect that. At least their being honest and upfront and not playing any games.