So there is this girl, I've met her in the bus. She was sitting next to me and looking at me. So, because I'm into photography, and got my Canon by me I said myself - if she gets down at the same station as I, I'm gonna ask her for a photo.

And you guess, she went down the same statio. I tapped her on the shoulder and told her that she looked interesting and asked her for the photo. She blushed and said yes, of course. I took the photo, we chatted a bit and parted ways (at this point I really just wanted a photo).

So, I saw her month later on my bus station. I tapped her on the shoulder, and said hey did I photograph you one time. She said yes and we had a great conversation during the half hour bus ride. We were simply bursting out laughing and the attention was all on us. We exchanged mails, facebook and kept the contact.

So we met for a coffe. It was really good. We were laughing all the time, she was crying from so much fun. In the meanwhile she sent me some of her photos over a forum. And she even wrote two times about anal sex at the forum shortly after the coffe, she knew that i would read it.

My brother told me yesterday that one mutual friend told him that she wanted to bang me.

So we went to the zoo today, I've arranged a free enterence for both. The whole time i was getting really strong IOI's, she sat on a bed in a "house" in the zoo, I sat next to her, there were little children and lots of people in this small room, so I didn't make a move.

All the time she was acting flirty, I looked at a clock and it was 17:17 and i said someone is thinking about me, and she said "you can bet". After taking many photos with my phone for her "profile picture" we went home.

So on the ride back (half hour bus ride) she was squeezing next to me the whole time. I said let's play some music and she took her ipod out and played My next girl from The Black Keys (she knew that I broke up with my girlfriend a month before (it was a 2 month relatioship, nothing special). That was the moment when I said "I'm going for it".

So I asked her (she has a piercing below the lower lip) - does that bother you while kissing? She said - no and I went for it (in the full bus). I just heard no, no, no, she was smiling and said that it was a really good try.

I went home dissapointed. On the entrence I've got a message from her saying, it's not about you, I'm not for a relationship right now... You know, this ex... Blablabla

So guys, am i crazy or what??? Aren't that IOI's???? Did I something wrong??? I'm so confused...

TL;DR: A girl gave me strong IOI's for a long time and as I went for the kiss i got rejected. Huge blow for my confidence. You should read it.

Sorry for abot my english, not a native speaker