I've got a puzzling situation, and as a private person, I don't wanna go telling this to some random fuck who may or may not be able to relate, so here I am seddit, for your mixed wisdoms.

For perhaps two weeks now, I've been holding one of many nofap streaks. This has perhaps been my most active and well-dieted effort so far, so I've been having my results early on.

I work with a cute girl who I've been talking to since starting.

The attraction has slowly increased between us as the process has played. This I've felt, to be totally natural, and something that "normal" people probably experience all the time.

Tonight, I saw another guy talking to her. I walked up and joined the conversation to see that this was a guy younger than her, a boy of what seemed to be little life experience. I judged this not from his insipid effort at a goatee, but from the quality of conversation that he was able to offer.

His ideas and way with words were analogous to an ancestor who strained his scrawny frame to provide the cute tribal daughter with a dead squirrel, opposed to the antelope and deer I feel that I've consistently brought to the table.

As you can probably tell, I'm cutting this guy down because I see myself as an indefinitely superior male to this particular guy. I'm way better looking and cleaner, I don't speak crudely "like" between every three words, and I have a tendency to lead others in the workplace.

So why the hell would she choose this other guy? I watched her walk out the door with him out to her car. I was a little confused as to why she would choose this immature youngling.