I'm creating my own misery and cannot get out of this vicious cycle. For two and a half years I have been in an on again off again relationship.

We are in an off phase and I know she has moved on yet I still text her from time to time and she responds but I know she has moved on. I have a fear of blocking her just in case she changes her mind and needs to contact me...pathetic I know..please give me advice fellows I need it.

My head likes to tell me she is the best I can do...she was a 8 and I'm a 7 and I also can't help but to romanticize the past and the good times we shared.