Girl I’ve been texting for a while and never met because she’s currently in the north side of the country

She used to be all over me with plans to meet when she gets back and after 5 or so months things sort of faded off a bit. I asked her if she still wants to meet up when she gets back soon. She said she’s pretty busy kind of talking to someone now but still wants to talk to me and meet.

I assumed I was getting friend zoned and asked and asked a bit about it (not outright) but she didn’t give clear answers. I did ask a lot about it though trying to keep my cool at the same time. I figured I was just friend zoned and unfollowed her on insta and fb because I’m a weak ass beta faggot and didn’t wanna see her pics because it hurts. She texted me a few days after saying guys who can’t handle getting declined when a girl doesn’t want a date turn her off. She didn’t say it in a demeaning way but yeah

My dumbass sent a wall of text, not professing my love or raging at her, but just rambling and explaining that it seems I’ve been annoying her and didn’t wanna bother her anymore since she’s talking to someone now. And asked her straight up if she wants to be more than friends (yikes) etc etc. I wasn’t angry or dramatic but it was a wall of text

Anyway she didn’t respond and the next day I texted her an inside joke between us (yikes) she laughed we had a really short chat about unrelated stuff (yikes)

She didn’t text again the next day and I told her about this thing that happen at uni and she sent a short two word response. Fml

Now I’m wondering apart from the oneitis, lack of abundance and every other problem I have that I should fix, and apart from nexting, talk to other girls etc etc would there be any possible way to salvage this? Should I text something letting her know I’m not mad/upset it doesn’t bother me it’s all cool etc? I plan doing no contact anyway and moving on, but in the case she ever wants to hook up in the future I was wondering if her last memory of me should be how cringe I was about it, or me giving a short answer like don’t worry about or something?

I know my whole mentality is wrong all over, just wondering if a final text of some sort would help with anything so her memory of me won’t be so pathetic?

God I wish I could turn back time