How to approach a girl and start a conversation? Let say she sitting with her friends or walking in the hall what do I do? Here's my story to make sure to keep in mind. My name is jay and I resent myself. I am stupid and dumb. I don't know what to say and I've done idiotic things in middle school. Let me rewind back. 7th grade was my first year of public school. In that grade I was hyperactive and constantly getting in trouble trying to yean for attention. I was running yelling jumping and doing stupid things in the classroom and halls. I acted immuture and stupid. 8th grade I tried doing a little better but I had problem still with the same thing. This is when I started to resent myself and tried to kill myself. I was in and out of hospital for suicidal and depression emotions. I did something stupid which is climb into the ceiling. That followed me all the way to 9th grade 9th grade I was doing alot better but started having issue with teacher and getting mad at them and acting immature. I started to realize this and tried growing but, I cant. I keap being brought back into some stupid stuff because of the roof thing. I did some more stupid things in 9th grade too. I hate myself, I am ugly, my voice is ugly, and my image is ugly. I want to change myself but I don't know how. The reason is because there I really got to meet when we were at the beach on a field trip for a class. She was someone good while I was someone stupid. I wanted to change because I just want to be a good person and not annoying. The main goals I'm trying to get 1. Become confidence 2. Knowing how to walk up and start a convosation 3. not be awkward or stupid 4. How to talk without cursing and applying a actual good vocabulary