I've been working so hard on seduction for so long. 3 years. I talk to people and girls and I seem to attract girls but no girlfriend. No sex. Nothing.

I'm attractive. I've been lifting for years. Good style. Good clothes. Good conversational skills. Sometimes girls approach me because theyre interested. The girls laugh and we flirt. They're clearly attracted to me. Then nothing. No idea what I'm doing wrong.

It's taking a huge toll on my mental health. I've always had emotional issues. My parents are textbook narcissists and I've realized how abusive they were to my as a kid (thanks to this subreddit). But now I just feel like I can't connect with people.

I'm getting bitter and angry towards women. I'm thinking about moving to a big city after I graduate and joining a lair. Maybe hiring someone to help me. If I can get good enough I want to become a professional PUA. But I can't imagine ever loving a girl. I've been hurt so much by all these rejections. I'll have a fun date where I feel like we connected then she'll ghost me.

It's all I think about at this point. I cant focus on class and i cant enjoy hanging out with anyone. How do I get through this block?