Im on my lowest live,i got family problem,college problem,and relationship problem,im a college student got no work,i approached around 6 times and only got 2 good result,hb 8 gave me her ig but flake on me,hb7 gave me her number but cold response,im fucking tired with all of this,i dissapointed my family a lot,i dont get the girl that i want to make relationship with,please give me advice what should i do,or give me some recommended book to improve my life,its hard when you down but there is no one around you to support you eventhough your family,i would do everything to build my life and make my family proud of me, please help me,i know whoever read this has good heart inside and i wish you rich, sometimes i think i want to end my life cause im the disaster for family, sometimes i feel like im a king of this world but sometimes i feel like im loser

Whoever read this i wish you are livin good life