So I posted here a few days a go about losing my virginity. Finally :) It was a semi-awkward experience for me but I suppose that's pretty standard. We've now done it about 4 times since then but I still have these anxieties about it. Some of the shit that runs through my head while in the act threaten to ruin the experience for me. For example "Is she enjoying this?", "what if I'm not big enough?" just stupid insecurities like that. I guess this will go away with experience? I really don't enjoy the feeling of having no idea what I'm doing. Advice?