I am 20 And as long as I can remember, I have always been attracted to women that were older than myself.

I understand it's normal to a certain degree. But all guys around my age crush on younger women, when all of my celebrity crushes are from older women: Gal Gadot, Elizabeth Olsen, Mary Elizabeth Winstead, etc.

But the problem is that, I almost always hear women saying they are disgusted at men that are younger than themselves.

It really hurts my confidence when women I am attracted to, say they are not attracted to me because they see me as a child.

That there is nothing I can do to make an older woman see me in a romantic way.

People say you can't get any further with older women than fuck buddies. Really? The only thing that can make them interested in me is to use me like a dildo and then throw me away?

I'm not going to climb the Everest or fly to the moon or split atoms. I just want an older woman. That's it.