Hey everyone, Im an 18M turning 19 soon. Here in Canada I'll be able to get shit faced legally soon which is nice. Anyway, I have been single my entire life guys, it sucks. I was a fat obnoxious kid until my parents sent me to military school for 2 years. I lost most of my fat and am now skinny and so called 'hot'. I have been going through some really hard times lately with parents and am pretty much homeless. Living rent free in a friends mom's friend's basement... yeah try saying that three times fast. As a result, my self esteem has been in the toilet. I've been suicidal and lonely af.

I have no idea how to build rapport and or value in relationships and am usually seen as a "NICE GUY" which fucking hurts. Im pretty socially retarded; but a quick learner. ANY advice on building and maintaining value and rapport; or any adivce really IS APPRECIATED. Thanks for reading all that if yah did :):)