This girl at work does all these things. But I keep getting distracted and don't want people to know and get jealous and think I'm a bad manager. And I don't want my female boss to get jealous. And there's so much work. And she gives me escalation window. After escalation window. Constantly. And every time I ruin it. Every time. I think no should go talk to her. Play with her. Be fun. But I don't. And then. Idk. Ow she seems to be putting up lots of resistance. And seem annoyed. Even said another guy was cute. In front of me. Like she's tired of waiting or something. But. Idk.

Like she's was always bending over. Showing me her pussy. Brushing up against me. Etc. being near me. And I just am trying to focus on work. And not get distracted. But I think she's like. Wow. Like. This guy is a pussy. Why isn't he advancing like crazy. But when I start bossing her around she likes it. But. Yeah I jerked off today.

So maybe I just wasn't a man.

It's like she does every activity to make me think she wants me to but. I miss every window. She gives me.

And. Idk what to do. I'm crazy about her. But.