Hi lovelies,

Long term lurker here, I finally broke up with a LVM after 2 and a half years together, where he had called me a b***h, w***e, self obsessive etc. and had threatened to send photos of me he'd taken to my workplace early on in the relationship, not to mention 3 months ago when I broke my ankle and needed pretty intense surgery and he didn't come and see me once in all that time and when I broke it off had the cheek to call me emotionally abusive.

But all that being said I still feel hideous about it all, I'm feeling really lonely and afraid of what comes next, I'm sad I've tolerated this for that long but I'm also really sad I lost someone I cared about so much, part of me is happy I've started my journey to levelling up but at the same time I feel so overwhelmed and awful.

any advice of how to get through this horrible feeling patch would mean a lot right now.

x