High school sweethearts, friends for a long time and relationship of two years. Did a lot together, thought that she is the one...never met a more innocent being in this world that supported me and without that bullshit drama, beta orbiters...you know? Had some red flags but so did i. Now fast forward, her mom a gold digger talks constant shit about me becuase im not so rich and ir turns out she thinks i want her daughter for money although i paid for everything and gave her gifts, classic im the man so i do that shit.

Then she thinks she is pregnant, mom tantrums...calls her a whore, traumatized her for days and in that time i fall asleep on new year and not give her a call in time...she thinks i left her,panics, spams me...later doesnt believe i fell asleep. This too passes but again her mom makes comments about money, we cant see each other for days bcs of her college. I get a chance to see her 4 days ago, shes all happy and shit, i get home we write, suddenly a talk about us starts, she says shes leaving me, doesnt see me as a man she wants a life with, feels like she's tired from relationship and just wants to be alone. Too many differences and blahblah...she will se tomorrow if anything changes in the way she FEELS...it does not change, eventually silence falls on us. Mentions that she thought many times how she didnt want to be with me during relationship but you know, leaving me then would "kill her" but now leaving me in hardest time of my life is great. She doesnt have that feeling of wanting to have me and now feels as just wanting to let me go, like, now or sometimes in the future she would end it ... bunch of bullshit and i didn't believe, arranged to meet on 5th and meet in person, i want her to tell me all of that in my eyes.

Dont trust them, im a long time lurker and i have always though how people here date tinder girls and get shit and then they think they are all the same. But here i am, her first in everything and left in a day. Her feelings said her so...or her mom making her pay for her shit because she is with me..

' P.S. Thanks for letting me vent, depression got me, i would love advices and others people's stories, any articles or similar that could help.