I'm an 18 year old virgin and I've never been in a relationship although I would like to. Im tall, muscular and im told im good looking but I have nerve wracking social anxiety which means that i probably won't end up approaching anyone. The ones who come to me however, are usually completely psychotic and usually take my anxious behaviour as rejection and then get angry and start trying to ruin my life. When i do reciprocate however, or at least try my best to, they begin to get nervous themselves and this usually ends up with nothing happening except some pretentious bitch claiming that I asked them out and they laughed at me in response. The worst part is they always come back afterwards and try to amend things even after the rumours but i am not having any of it which causes further tantrums. I even had to ask the school to tell someone to stop touching me because i was through with them but all that did was make them go away for just a week before they acted like nothing happened. It's infuriating because everyone else has had a relationship without dealing with this shit and everyone loves to virgin shame me especially the same girls who pull this shit in the first place.